I have been doing a lot of thinking lately… More than thinking. I have been pondering and soul-searching about what I want in life and even more WHAT I DESERVE in life. I have a huge fault in which I don’t think I deserve what I actually do. I do not ever want to settle. And yes, I am talking about men. I actually almost signed up for a dating site today… GASP! But I talked myself out of it. I really just need to get over certain people so I can move on.. I WANT TO MOVE ON BECAUSE I DESERVE TO BE TREATED BETTER and deserve more.